我不想去尝试

因为我知道

我们都没有可能了 ！

我一直以为我在你心目中

摆着与别人与众不同的位置

其实我都错了

你对每个人都是这样的

我无话可说了

我知道你知道了

不然你不会那么回避我的

我明白 我了解 我接受

让这一厢情愿的感觉结束吧 ！

feel nervous + excited

i don't know what to where tonight ==

E&O

seldom go for high class hotel

and i lazy to dress myself

grrrr !

yesterday is my last day in sem 1

hope i can get good results in my exam

wish everything go smooth :)

I trust myself i can forget you

in this HOLIDAY !

It's worthless for me

to continue this relationship

i know that you know i got feelings towards you

i know you won't find me automatically

unless i find you

let this feelings goes away !

Finally !

we finished our presentation

had fun with my group mates

Eric Sue Min Rugen Winsern and Kai Ying

i miss those time we practiced together !

today

i need to help ah gee them to practice

i saw himmand i got a shock

i felt very very excited and happy !

thanks for made my mood feel better while you were there !

had a nice day today

but

i feel moody after i saw jojo's tweet

i am always jealous

jealous about your everything

i shouldn't have this feelings anymore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am try to forget about itttttttt !!!!!!

plsssssss ~

i dont want to suffer myself

i am really tiredd !

A tiring day

just backed from the Switch 99

and i had to wake up at 6 in the morning

just because of the "Heartbeats by Lady Gaga"

but too bad

we are not that lucky =(

i got the i-walk, gee and fyn got the headphone

i am missing YOU today

i try to push this feelings away

but i need TIME

again

i wish it is possible between us

but i know i am not your cup of tea !

What a BAD day i had ?

felt uncomfortable just now while i nearly knock down zy :(

i need to be more careful next time :(

i quite happy today

i can face clearly to you today

while you just sat opposite to me

i am happy about it

although i know you sat there is not because of me

but i am still satisfied

i know it is silly :(

i dont know what made me love you so deeply

i can stayed late because i want to see you

i can stand by anytime if you want me to help you

i care about your everythingss

i know it is a silly things for outsiders

i know i will get nothing although i did this

but i still want to do

because I LOVE YOU

felt tired today :(

today is quite fun but boring too..

i MISS him again..

i have less time to meet him this few days

we have less chatting this few weeks

i miss the day chat with you and play nfs with you

i miss those days but what can i do ?

i want to chat with you but i cannt find any topic

i want talk to you but i dare not

i love you but you never know..

so i just keep it in my heart and mind ~

it's difficult to forget somethings you want to forget :(