Wednesday, July 20, 2011

i don't know what you want lar !
i feel pressure to be with you!
you keep on outings with other girls !
and you never care my feelings !
you said you want to come and find me
but finally you ending up with sleeeeeep !
i want you to go out
just because i dont want to let you bored at the house
i feel tired but i still want to wait you !
WHY I NEED TO DO THIS BUT YOU NEVER DO THIS TO ME ? WTHHHHHHHH !
FUCK LAR !

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

girl's sixth sense very accurate
that's why i feel that today and yesterday is my bad day
i feel very sad and down
what you promised and said before really WTF !
you said I never trust you ?
how i gonna trust you ?
you hurt me non-stop
you told me you gonna treat me good non-stop ?
is this your promise ?
you asked me don't leave you but finally you left me ?
i don't know what's your thinking
your existence only made me suffer !
you ask me to be with you and you want to break with me ?
you want me to suffer whole day to wait your answer and your answer is disappoint me
and the answer is WTF again !
you should tell me this early and you told me this after 24 hours !
and now ?
you break with me because she want to jump off from the building
your heart never with me before PLS don't lie !
if you really love me you will try your best to settle this and not treat me in this way !
you said all is passed d ?
maybe you feel nothing in this case or maybe you are cold-blooded ?
i think you ARE !
even we back together you wont be feel happy
BECAUSE all in your mind only LING LING !
and now you tell me you want to be my best friend forever ?
sorry i am not you, you can easily said out somethings without care people's feelings.

* SORRY IF I AM RUDE, BUT I JUST SAID OUT MY FEELINGS !"



i feel very down today
i don't know why you still want to to meet me
is it a good thing or bad thing
i have no guts to face it
i feel very very very nervous
while you said you want to meet me
God Bless Me please !
i really don't want this to happen again :(

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

The first day without you,
i feel the time really hard to pass by
insomnia last night
not sleep very well
keep thinking that is it i did the wrong ?
seriously i don't know what to do ?
i try to not give up this relationship because i need you
but sometimes the things we want always difficult to get
from the day we know each other to now,
i just want to say
thanks for the good you treat me
i LOVE you with no regret !
i know we can't turn back again since you said this to me :)
i will accept it :)

Friday, July 1, 2011

i think a lot today !
finally i choose to give up
it's such a silly things for me to keep wait for you
to turn your head towards me
i shouldn't waste so much time
i know your final decision is not me
let this goes away
concentrate on study and not think about you anymore :)
i feeeel happy that finally i can think in this way !
i hope both of you can be together :P